I do not know who he is, or have never read about his books. But that little audio is just gold : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUXodFgbDfQ
Something what he mentions there rang the bell quitte right way: " We have to deserve what we get and the price one pays for all the good things is suffering...."This is what we have been taught times over times. The same way similarily has been told before. You can be realized instantly if you really would want it. But if you Really,Reallywant it :D Tho we think we do not deserve it or we are not worthy.. etc...
Another video of his was: "The beauty of nothingnes" There was one trigger point, what i also knew, but have been afraid to face. The same way as for that instant realization aka enlightement ... just purely affraid and attached of being that little tiny me. Horrified by the thought of being the mighty , powerful being/ness.